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|| Wednesday, January 18, 2006 ||THERE MAY BE NO SLEEP TONIGHT
... not just out of worry for Py, and the outcome of his operation tomorrow... but also because my Mom is REALLY NERVOUS, she just might have some sort of breakdown.
I wouldn't be too surprised if her blood sugar fluctuates, with all the stress.
Py would be put on a respirator tonight. He's still running a fever, and we don't know if the doctors will operate on him if his fever doesn't go away (a fever, i suspect, that's mainly a symptom of how aggressively the tumor is compromising Py's health).
He will be wheeled to the Operating Room at 8:00 AM tomorrow.
One of us can join him there. And I doubt his parents can, them already in shock. My cousin has volunteered.
I know my sis plans to skip school. I'm thinking of skipping work. I would be totally useless anyway.
Ah, God, grant us the serenity to accept your will. If it's Pyro's time... all I ask now is that he doesn't suffer much.
(to think... over a year ago, I was crying because Py was crying over his shots... and it was a necessary kind of pain... and I was already sad then at the thought that he'd grow up to skin his knees and break his heart...)